2004-07-25 - 7:50 p.m.
one month from today, i will be in classes. gah. this summer has gone by really quickly. well, i guess i spent a rather large chunk (1/3) travelling in central america and having fun. i can't complain, really. i am quite ready to get back to school and see my friends and such. i miss them all terribly. the phone calls have been frequent and long. but, that is a good thing, i suppose.
i think i kinda know what i am going to do with my life. i am going to grad school - but i don't know where. and i'm very sure i want to go into the peace corps. some people have looked at me like i was nuts, but i realize that is kinda what i want to do. travel and volunteer. i have even thought maybe to get a job for some volunteer organization. i dunno. but i did look, and there are like 30-40 colleges with grad programs that include being in the peace corps. i think that is mostly what i would do. spend about 3 years in the peace corps and then get my masters. perhaps a doctorate. i dunno right now. Marquette U in Wis has a program like the one i want to do. i dunno. i also realize that i really don't want to do film any more. but i am still going to get my mass comm degree because i suppose it could be a backup...
so... john has been rather odd lately. well, he got back on tuesday, and he happend to stop into the CC on thursday when i, coincidentally, was working. he couldn't stop staring at me. and the first thing he said was "i got your letter" (i sent one to him after i got his). it was all very random. then as he was leaving, he said "i want to spend time with you this weekend" so i suggested we do something saturday night, since i had to work that morning. he agreed, and promised to call and/or stop by the CC to make plans. never did. i called him friday night... dind't answer. doesn't have voicemail, so i couldn't leave a message. anyway. i ended up going out w/ my friend Alisa instead. screw him, i say. if he wants to spend time w/ me, he had better call and set it up. i'm tired of waiting for him.
ok... so i think thats about all i have to say. i'm outie
