2004-10-02 - 1:06 a.m.
You know how sometimes things feel really odd... like you know something is going to happen, but you don't know what? well, i have that feeling right now. I honestly can't shake the feeling that i'm going to die tonight. of what? i don't know. maybe a heart malfunction. I am worried to go to sleep... like really worried. and no one is around, either. so that makes me more worried. i just need to stop thinking about it. i guess i am just worried because my mom was like "i just have a bad feeling about this weekend" and at the end, she said she really loved me, kinda like it would be the last time she ever talked to me... i dunno. its weird. maybe i should go spend the night with my friends...
i have been really stressed out lately. i want it to stop... like classes and stuff.
i am going to call my mom...
