2006-05-08 - 1:33 a.m.
I figured a new month deserved an update.
Anyway... I am officially finished with college - my last final was over at noon on Friday, May 5, and I graduate May 13. I leave for Las Vegas the 14th, and then when I return... life supposedly begins.
I am going to a summer language program in Vermont to hopefully be accepted into their year long grad program in Spain. I hope everything will work out for me and such. Otherwise... who knows what I will be doing with my life.
I applied for a couple more part-time jobs around Sioux City for bascially the month of June. Who knows... I really don't want to work, but c'mon - everyone needs some extra dinero.
I have come to the realization that when it rains, it pours. I have this insane feeling that there are a few guys in my life who are starting to have "those feelings" for me. Of course, I'm in this mindset that I'm not ready to be tied down and I could care less about having a significant other. Irony would play a factor.
Anyway... one such guy has already professed his "desire" for me. In more ways than one. Another made it very clear to me that he loves girls that are just like me in everyway - and continued to list all the qualities I posess thathe wants in a girlfriend. Not that that in and of itself means he is interested, but its quite odd in my opinion. The third guy is one I've liked in the past.. but never thought of a relationship. We are spending quite a bit of time together lately and this coming month or so. I guess I'll just have to wait and see.
But doesn't this defeat my liberated self?
well, i am tired and have to get up in the morning. Even though I barely have anything to do.
